Revelation.

You can't always play the victim when it comes to life's tragedies. Sometimes you play a role in the birth of your own sadness. Others aren't always to blame.

Prayer.

I've been through my share of BS. Ups and downs. Emotional traumas. Especially when it comes to relationships. When I care, I care deeply. When I love, I love unconditionally. This usually leaves me hurt, which I am beyond fed up with. In the midst of a fresh emotional wound, I broke down. I prayed everyday. Asking for clarity and answers. On the last day of my week of prayers, I let go. I left all of my troubles and pain in that last prayer. I promised that from that point I would be worry free. I opened my eyes clear minded and confident in the fact that He would bless me. I know He has put me to this test for a reason and I know that each heartbreak was a lesson. I know that one day He'll place a wonderful, god fearing man in my life and I smile at the thought of it.